WARNING - Whiney Pouty Sniveling Pathetic Blog

Jesus. Whoever said a good cry would make a person feel better was lying through their teeth. I am getting buried in the negative emotions I'm heaping upon myself. I sit here and think if I could just call someone and cry I would be ok. But I'm pretty sure that's not the case. I would just hang up and feel stupid for unloading on someone who, I'm sure, has their own life struggles and wasn't looking to take on another person's. I would also rehash the whole conversation and assume that I had just scared away another friend - it's happened before. That sucks. You open yourself up and people get scared of you or something and just never come back. That isn't helpful. The girls are in quiet time. I'm going to use this time to stare at my ceiling through my incredibly blurred and skewed vision.

Happy day.

Just gotta get past this one. One day at a time and this one only has 9 hours and 43 minutes left. Not that I'm counting...